some days are better than others...just when you think you understand, just when it has begun to make sense, just when you think you know what's going on, you realize how truly clueless and confused you really are. for some reason, i have u2's zooropa in my head. the cd was stolen a few years back, and i forgot to rebuy it. i need to. as a senior in high school, i really dug this album. blasting it driving to the beach. 'lemon' is my favorite, i think.

all tangled up inside today, can't really compose anything worthwhile. things happened that surprised me in some ways, yet in others they didn't. if only someone could invent a way to control emotions...i'd be the first in line....anyways...i just stole some u2 lyrics instead. enjoy.

Don't project
Don't connect
Protect
Don't expect
Suggest
I feel numb
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I feel like I'm slowly, slowly, slowly slipping under
I feel like I'm holding onto nothing
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Some days are dry, some days are leaky
Some days come clean, other days are sneaky
Some days take less, but most days take more
Some slip through your fingers and onto the floor
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If I could stay... then the night would give you up
Stay, and the day would keep its trust
Stay, and the night would be enough
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more profound stuff tomorrow. i promise. thanks for understanding. :)