i am scared. after listening to NPR on my run this morning, and now seeing the television, i am really fucking scared. hijacked planes? full of people? one tower COLLAPSED? a plane into the pentagon. what is happening?? i can't remember the last time i was this..this..scared/sad/worried. karin lives just north of there, e.14th ave. i hope she is ok...just heard from karin. she is ok.

as i read over what i have said in this journal....it all seems so trite. and meaningless. i hope all of your loved ones are well. the people who did this were very smart, very calculated. they knew exactly what they were doing. i hope it's over, but i am frightened it is not.