it's funny how he can make me feel so damn worthless. i always thought i was stronger that that. maybe i am just too sensitive. i take so much so personally. going to his grandmother's birthday party down in san luis obispo. visit with all of his relatives. i don't think it will be an easy day, but there will be lots of wine there so i should survive. i don't know how i feel about pretty much anything anymore...and it seems to change every five minutes. my trip proved to myself that that contentment and joy in life can still be there. i just need to find the same thing here.

ahem. go emotions. [minirant]bush's new airline safety stuff is a joke. his policies would not make me feel any safer on a plane. i still fly, and i am not frightened to. to truly increase security you will have to pay security agents more than minimum wage, and give the pilots firearms with training to use them. his policies are a waste of time and money.[/minirant]

for all that seriousness. (i have been way to serious this past week...) a joke. i have to steal utterly stupid ones as my the funny center in my brain is currently on vaction in hawaii:
Q: What do you call cheese that's not yours?
A: Nacho cheese!
kinda like that sofa king.......

first i read this, then this, and i am angry. sure we may be 'united': every SUV flies a flag, moms bake cupcakes with red white and blue sprinkles and stores stock a loop of ribbons so you can wear one to prove you are one of 'us'...but the some of the attitudes seen in the american public are sickening.

Almost a third of the American public -- 31 percent -- would favor detention camps for Arab-Americans

what the hell are these people thinking? do any of these people have friends or coworkers that are arab-americans? do they recognize what happened in the japanese camps in WWII? i am disgusted. and sad.